Sadist

S.A.D.I.S.T. is a reality show. The acronym stands for Strategies: Against Disorders, Injuries, & Struggles, Therapy. These are my real time chronicles, diaries of difficulties I face every day. Mood, learning, and personality disorders, Traumatic Brain Injury, and Poverty, The videos show how I’m learning to cope with personal issues. I cope with positive strategies despite a sadistic self image. The stories show how creating art and music blends performance with practice. Creativity, as I have learned is founded on necessary dreams. Necessity inspires goals. Achieving ambitious goals require ingenuity. Ingenuity requires imagination, and my very active imagination, I hope, will prevent me from becoming a bitter old man who spends his last days alone in a residential hotel in San Francisco’s Tenderloin or a tent in Golden Gate Park. Welcome. This is my story.